Chapter Four
Anna and Tara waited until they were sure that everyone else was asleep before they crawled out of bed and changed out of their pajamas and back into the clothes they had been wearing the day before. Then, they pulled back their identical long, black hair. Tara knelt and carefully pulled the small bag of food they had been collecting over the past several days out from under the bed.
Everyone who lived (with the exception of the older Potters and Sirius Black) in Voldemort’s secret headquarters was given weekly food rations. Therefore, there was never much, if any food left over for the twins to sneak into the tiny room down the hall and around the corner, especially since Lily would have their heads if they so much as thought about stinting themselves. And of course, they was only so much the girls were able to sneak in before Lily and James started looking to healthy and the death eaters grew suspicious. So the twins were forced to save their little non-perishable food, and if they had been pretending they needed more food then they really did since they were five, nobody seemed to notice.
Despite the meager amount of food that the twins were able to sneak in, they knew that it was the only thing that had kept their parents alive for so long. They also knew that before long, it wasn’t going to be enough or they were going to get caught. They had kept the charade up for nearly a decade, how much longer could they do it?
( What happens next? )
Holding the bag tightly in her hand, Tara walked quietly to the door and, opening it, looked up and down the hall. Seeing no one, she beckoned to her sister and they slipped silently through the door and down the hall.
When they reached the end of the hall, Anna glanced down one side of the intersecting hall while Tara checked the other. Breathing a sigh of relief, they turned left and stopped at the third door on the right. Anna gave three light taps on the heavy wooden door, while Tara kept watch, and waited for three responding knocks from the other side; it might take a while as Lily, James and Sirius tended to avoid sitting on the same wall as the door, one of them would have to force themselves across the room. Each tap on the door stood for one of the Potter kids, and it had been their password for nearly as long as the twins had been sneaking in. If somebody happened to come down the hall, the twins would knock twice – one each for Lily and James – and slip quietly back down the hall before the death eater saw them. Luckily they had been extremely fortunate and had only had to do that twice.
When the signal finally came, Tara gave one last, long look back the way they had come (if they had turned right instead of left, they would have ended up at the throne room) and turned just as Anna was reaching to open the door.
The door was always unlocked and – as far as the twins could remember – always had been, with the exception of the first two months after Sirius had landed in Tara’s lap – the people inside were simply to weak to push the door open, and as Tara and Anna were careful to avoid the particular hallway if they could help it, nobody saw the need to keep them out. Therefore, the twins were free to come and go as they please – as long as they didn’t get caught.
‘And,’ Tara concluded in her mind, ‘it proves that they’re all idiots.’
However, despite the lack of security, the twins had never tried to bail their parents out and for a very simple reason – they didn’t know how to get out. The only ‘outside’ they had ever known was the enclosed courtyard at the opposite end of the hall that their room was in. and even if they could find their way out of the complex, alarms would sound the moment they stepped through the wards a few hundred feet from the entrance, just like they would if somebody without the dark mark or who had been pre-approved tried to enter the wards. Then there was the slight problem that they didn’t know where they would go or how they would get there. They had always assumed that they would try and find Harry, so Hogwarts seemed the most logical location, but they weren’t even sure what country they were in, let alone if they could find the unplottable castle.
To escape, the twins knew that they would need to find a way to contact somebody on the outside. This is why when Sirius appeared with his two-way mirror, they had let their hopes up, only to be disappointed when the mirror was unable to find its partner. They had purposely tried not to think about how they would inform Harry or their other contact of where they were, since they didn’t know themselves, but instead hoped that they would have a way of discovering their secret location.
“Are you coming in or not?” Anna hissed, tugging on her sister’s arm.
Tara shook her head slightly to clear it. “Yeah of course I am.” She muttered ducking under her sister’s arm and entering the small, dark room.
“Some thing wrong, sweetie?” naturally Lily was more worried about her daughters then she was about herself, even though she was the one who was repeated tortured within an inch of death and starved to the point that it didn’t look like she would ever be able to recover. Never mind that she was the one with the haunted look in her eyes – her girls always came first.
Tara smiled softly and shook her head. “No, just thinking.”
James snorted, “You think too much.”
“And what exactly do you do in here all day?”
Sirius grinned, giving his skeletal face an eerie look. “I do believe that is different, Prongette.”
The twins both scowled, they hated it when he called them that.
XxXxXxXx
After the awkward breakfast was finished, Harry and Ginny tried to disappear back upstairs, but with no such luck; they had barely entered Harry’s room when Hermione and Ron entered behind them.
“Are you going to tell us or not?”
“Look-“
“It’s nothing, yeah we get it. Now what’s going on?”
“It’s personal Ron!”
The tall red head turned on his sister, “Oh! So now he’s telling you more then he’s telling me? When did this happen? Or better yet, why did this happen? She’s my little sister mate!”
“Ron! You’re blowing this way out of proportion!” Hermione snapped. “Eventually somebody had to come around that would get to know him better then you do!”
“We’re seventeen, Hermione; it’s too early for someone like that to come around besides – my little sister!”
Again, the vision of little green-eyed red-heads flashed through Harry’s mind. ‘Why not Ginny?’
“Why not me?” Ginny demanded, unknowingly echoing Harry’s thoughts, “Why the hell no?” Suddenly she looked enough like her mother that Ron shrank back in fear.
Instead of being afraid, like he knew any sane person would be, Harry found himself strangely fascinated with the way her hair seemed to turn a darker shade of red, and moved closer to twist a couple of strands between his fingers. Ginny tried whacking his hand away, but he simply moved it back to her hair.
“What’s wrong with you?”
“It’s changing colors.”
Ron groaned, “For the love of-“
“All right, enough!” Hermione broke in, “You telling us or not?”
Harry, still distracted by the changing shades of Ginny's hair, absently murmured, “Mum, Dad and Sirius might not be dead.”
Ron and Hermione were silent for a long moment, then, “WHAT?”
Harry gave a vague nod, “And I might have twin sisters.”
“Harry--“ Hermione gave him a concerned look.
Ginny’s hair had returned to normal, and Harry, no longer quite as interested, looked up.
“-you’re sure its not another-“
“Not you too! Look, I’m fine alright; I’m not getting my hopes up…excreta…excreta…” Harry said waving his hand dismissively.
Ron looked confused, “but how do you know?”
“He doesn’t!”
“I mean, you’ve never even considered the possibility before, why now?”
“I have so…just not since I was about seven.” Harry muttered.
“But why-“
Harry sighed, “I had a dream.” He said, knowing how stupid it would have sounded if anyone else had said it.
Ron and Hermione traded looks.
“Harry-“ Ron started.
“Look I know all of this okay, do you want to hear it or not?” Harry demanded, sitting down on the bed he had used the night before.
Ginny sighed, she couldn’t believe he was putting himself through this – again - and sat down beside him, sliding her hand into his – what support she could.
Ron and Hermione hesitated, and then moved toward the other bed in the room.
While he waited for them to get settled, Harry watched Ginny and realized Ron had made a point in his little tirade- when had this happened? When had Ginny become the person that he told everything to? His rock so to speak? Why hadn’t he noticed it happening? Did it really happen that slowly or had he just been wanting to talk to her so much for the past several weeks that it had just happened and would fade as soon as he was re-adjusted to having her nearby all the time?
He doubted he would ever figure out the ‘when’ or the ‘why’, but the ‘how long would this last’ he knew was just a matter of time.
“Harry?”
He jerked out of his thoughts and lifted his eyes to Ginny’s concerned gaze.
“You okay?”
He nodded and took a deep breath, focusing his thoughts on the fragmented dream of the night before.
XxXxXxXx
A little while later, after Harry had finished telling Ron and Hermione about the dream, but about what he had found in the journals as well, silence reined.
“But Harry-“ Hermione started, “That’s not possible-“
“Not probable,” Ron cut in, “but if You Know Who thought there was any chance of failing, wouldn’t he come up with a back up plan?”
“How would you know that?”
“I don’t! It was just a thought!”
“Oh so you think now?”
Harry and Ginny traded looks of disbelief.
“Think they’ll notice if we leave?”
“Probably not.”
“Let’s go.’
XxXxXxXx
“They’re getting worse,” Tara murmured as she closed the door of their room after their ‘visit’ to Sirius and their parents.
Anna sighed softly as she let her hair down, “Did you expect anything different? Eventually even their will to live won’t be enough to keep them alive. Eventually, no matter what we do…” her voice trailed off, unable to finish.
Tara stared blankly at the wall, “If Mum and Dad die – I don’t think we’ll ever get out of here alive.”
“They never stop amazing me; they know what coming, what has to be coming and yet they spend all of their time reminiscing and making fun of each other. It’s been almost sixteen years and have you ever once seen them lose hope?”
Tara shook her head, “No, and it seems…wrong somehow for us not to find a way out; makes me feel guilt for some reason, like we didn’t do our job or something.”
Anna nodded her agreement as she changed back into her pajamas, “I know what you mean.” Suddenly she laughed. “Here we are being al hopeless and look at them! They’re living life as best as they can and they’re the one’s starving to death!”
“Do you think we should tell them Dumbledore’s dead?”
“Oh hell no, most of their hope hangs on Dumbledore, if they knew he was dead!”
Anna sighed and ran a hand threw her hair, “Why do they think Dumbledore knows that we’re here anyway? We’ve never had any proof whatsoever.”
“Something about how Dumbledore always knows…knew…everything?”
“No that wasn’t it…or all of it…Dumbledore always had an eccentric way of doing things, maybe they assume that he knew they were here, and just didn’t know how or what to do about it?”
“But if he knew we were here, why would he not try anything for sixteen years? Wouldn’t he have said something? Sent some sort of message…somehow?”
Anna sighed again, “You would think…maybe Snape…”
“I thought we had agreed that he’s a Death Eater to the core?” Tara cut in.
“If he just can’t say anything, because if he gets caught we’re all royally screwed, then…”
“I know this, I just…look he’s been here longer than we have and never once has he even hinted that he might even possibly be a tiny bit on Dumbledore’s side…why?”
“Maybe because if he does he’ll die and he won’t be of any use to anybody? Besides if he is on our side...Dumbledore’s side…whatever…what does that make him, a double-double agent? He’s pretending he’s on Dumbledore’s side for Voldemort isn’t he?”
“Yes, so if he’s really on Dumbledore’s side, then he’s a phoenix pretending to be a death eater who’s pretending to be a phoenix…who’s making my head hurt…”
Anna laughed. “I really don’t think we can rely on him though.... which leaves-”
They traded looks and spoke simultaneously. “Harry.”
Tara shook her head. “So…how do we get a hold of him?”
“And we’re back where we started.”
“Exactly.”
“But there has to be some way to get a hold of him, there just has to be. Otherwise…”
“I know Ann, I know.”
“Try the mirror again?”
“Why? It’s not gonna go through.”
Anna sighed, “But it doesn’t hurt to try-“
Tara smiled tiredly, “Come on lets get some sleep before they make us do this death eater training thing in the morning.”
Anna groaned and reached for the light.
XxXxXxXx
“Where are we going?” Harry asked as Ginny pulled him down the stairs and through the kitchen.
“I’m not sure,” Ginny said as she ducked around Molly and Fleur, they were running around making next to last minute wedding preparations, “but let’s go.” She led him outside; just before the door slammed closed behind them, they heard Mrs. Weasley calling at them to help with some aspect of the wedding plans. Harry and Ginny traded looks, nodded and ran toward the orchard as fast as they could to get out of it.
“Race you!” Ginny called as she took off.
Harry laughed and chased her down, catching up just as she reached the orchard. He grabbed her around the waist, ignoring her squeals of protest, and knocked her to the ground, twisting so that she landed on top of him.
“I win.”
Harry raised an eyebrow, “Says who?”
“I reached the gate first, therefore I win.”
“Nobody ever said there were rules!”
“I just made them up.”
“That’s cheating.”
“Says who?”
He glared at her, lips twitching. “That’s not funny.”
“Then why are you laughing?”
“I’m not!”
She grinned and tickled his sides, he tried to squirm out of the way, but she managed to hold him in place. Harry chewed on his lip, trying not to give her the satisfaction, but wasn’t able to manage it. “Now you are!” She crowed triumphantly, tickling him some more.
Harry grinned evilly and placed his curled fingers against her sides, after several minutes of the tickle fight, she called, “All right! You win!”
“Do I really?” he questioned still tickling her.
“Yes!” She squeaked. “Yes! Oh for the love of Merlin, stop!”
“What are you going to give me?”
“Give you! Why should I give you anything?”
“Because I’ve been an idiot for the past two months?”
Ginny grinned as she leaned closer to him, “Yes you have, but what makes you think that that deserves a reward?”
“I didn’t say that deserved a reward; I came to my senses on my own, doesn’t that warrant a reward?”
Her grinned softened into a small smile. “I don’t know, does it?”
He nodded. “Yes, I believe it does, don’t you think?” he questioned as he tightened his grip on her waist, pulling her as close to him as he could.
“Yes I suppose it does,” she moved her lips close enough to his that they brushed every time one of them moved, “but only because it proved you’re not as clueless as my idiotic brothers.” She closed the distance between them and the many sunlit days of several months ago returned.
When they eventually, reluctantly pulled apart, Harry had no idea how much time had passed and was just happy to have her warm presence at his side. When she rolled so that she was lying beside him with her head on his shoulder, he absently reached up and ran his fingers through her tangled hair.
“Hmm,” Ginny sighed, closing her eyes, “Merlin I’ve missed you.”
They laid there silently for several minutes, then, Ginny rolled over a propped herself up on his chest, “You sure you don’t want to talk?”
He groaned, “Gin-“
“I’m not stupid, Potter, you’re not going to let this go until you know for sure. If you’re wrong and they’re not alive, you’ll be all moody-“
Harry’s brow furrowed, “I’ll have half a nose and end up with a fake eye?”
She rolled her eyes. “Merlin, no, I like your nose,” she kissed the tip of it, “and don’t get me started about your eyes.”
“What’s wrong with my eyes?”
She laughed. “Are you really that clueless?”
“Probably.”
Ginny rolled her eyes. “Any woman in the world would commit murder for your eyes.” She thought for a moment, “So would half the men too, come to think of it.”
Harry laughed, “No really.”
“Seriously.” When he continued to look dubious, she added, “Babe, your eyes are amazing, believe me on this one.”
He stared at her in disbelief.
“Harry, for the past five – probably six – years, the main topic of discussion in the girls dorms has been whether your eyes are naturally that green or not.”
“Why the hell would they not be?”
“The theory is you’re so good and charms you charmed them before you started school.”
Harry raised an eyebrow. “When I was eleven.”
“Hermione laughs at them; she says that they obviously haven’t seen you in charms.”
“Obviously not, considering I end up with yellow eyebrows.”
She laughed. “There is one thing they all agree on though.”
“What’s that?”
“You’re to thin-“
Harry rolled his eyes, “I’m the seeker – of course I’m – “
“- though the quidditch has been good…extremely good.”
He tightened his hold on her, “You think so?”
She laughed, “Yes I do, and I must admit that you’re the only seeker I’ve ever heard of the gains weight during the season.”
“It’s not my fault,” Harry muttered, “that if I don’t, I’m underweight.”
Ginny shifted so that her arms were around his neck and her head was cradled between her right arm and his neck. “I hate your aunt, you know that?”
“It wasn’t really her fault, you want to blame someone, blame Vernon.”
“I can’t believe you’re defending her, even if she just stood there and watched; she’s at as much fault as he is…if not more.”
“How do you figure?”
“She didn’t do anything to stop it, she just sat there and watched while he shoved you in that godforsaken cupboard and you won’t tell us what else!”
Harry sighed softly and rubbed her back, “I think I turned out okay.”
“That’s not the point,” she murmured concerned.
Harry sighed and sat up, pulling her with him, “I’m fine, you know that.”
“Of course I know that…you’re very fine.”
Harry rolled his eyes.
“No really, you are, you’re just blind…it’s just…were you then?” she questioned, eyes flashing, hair turning a slightly darker shade of red. When he tried to feign the interest in her hair that had been so real and hour and a half before, she nodded and whispered, “I thought not.”
He didn’t answer – wouldn’t even look her in the eyes – and she found herself wondering if she had over stepped some invisible line she hadn’t known existed. The topic of his life at the Dursley’s was mentioned so rarely, she wondered if he knew the line existed. “Harry, I’m sorry, I know you don’t like to talk about it,” she whispered so softly she could barely hear it and reaching up, she lightly ran her fingers through the amazingly soft hair behind his ear. “God, you’re like a dog,” she added when he closed his eyes and leaned into her touch.
He laughed in spite of himself and opened his eyes, expression sobering as soon as their gazes met. “Don’t be; I think that you should know…its part of what made me who I am…what makes it so I have to believe that they aren’t dead,” there was no need to ask who ‘they’ were. “Maybe you’ll understand once you know…or you’ll think I’m crazy…one of the two.”
“I’ll never think you’re crazy, I’ll always believe in you.”
“Always?” Harry murmured, looking up at her through those beautiful, long lashes of his.
She cupped his cheek with the hand that had been stroking his hair, what had they done to him – or not done to him – that caused him to need this constant re-assurance? “Nothing you could do could make me stop, I love you, and it’s not going to change.”
He stared at her in what could only be described as disbelief.
“Hasn’t …hasn’t anyone ever…” she trailed off, unable to finish, especially since he was the one looking concerned. It was only when Harry reached up and gently wiped away the tears that Ginny realized she was crying.
“No,” he murmured, “not until yesterday-“
“I didn’t say it yesterday…I wrote it.”
He smiled, “True, and it’s not the first time somebody’s done that, but I’m pretty sure you and Hermione mean it differently.”
“I would hope so.”
“But, I did say it yesterday…and that was a first.”
“That’s wrong…so wrong.”
“Maybe…but I wouldn’t have said it unless I meant it.” He paused and took a breath, “I wouldn’t have said it unless I was sure.”
She froze. Then slowly, excruciatingly slowly, she looked up and met his eyes, “Sure of what?”
He swallowed, wondering if he had over stepped a line.
“Harry?” Ginny whispered, was he saying what she thought he was saying?
“You…me…us.”
Subconsciously, she let her hand drop from his cheek to the rings that rested against his chest. “How sure is sure?”
Just then, they heard a loud crashing along the path that led back to the Burrow. This, as you had to purposely hit the bushes to make lots of noise as you walked down the wide path, meant that whoever was coming wanted to warn Harry and Ginny of their arrival.
Ginny groaned and rested her forehead beside her hand, glancing at her watch as she did so. “Took them long enough.”
Harry laughed.
“Don’t you feel lucky? You get time to think before you have to answer,” She looked up, “but I will find out.”
“Next time we’re alone,” he promised.
“I’m holding you to it…and you will tell me what they did to you,” she added as Ron made his noisy way into the orchard, a much quieter Hermione following closely behind. The girls traded eye rolls and exasperated sighs at Ron’s expense, who, naturally didn’t seem to notice.
“There you two are!” he exclaimed excitedly, too excitedly for the only reason to be that he had found Harry and Ginny. “Look at this!” He tossed the sports section of the Daily Prophet on the grass in front of them.
Suddenly curious, instead of annoyed at the intrusion, Harry picked up the heavy, folded paper. The headline read:
One man team?
In a surprise move yesterday, Sean Wrigley bought the English National Quidditch team and one player, Oliver Wood, formerly the keeper for Puddlemere United. Mr. Wrigley and in an statement announced just after the sale was final admitted to Daily Prophet reporters that he has no previous Quidditch experience. “I was one of those rare muggleborn students at Durmstrang and one of those even rarer Irish Durmstrang students, so I was a bit of an outcast. Nobody ever bothered to explain to me what the game is or how it was played, so I will need all the help I can get in running this team.”
Even more surprising was Wrigley’s response to what other players he is planning on recruiting. “I think I’m just going to let young Mr. Wood pick the rest of the team, who knows more about this sort of thing, then I do, and he’s more likely to pick people that work well together.”
Oliver Wood, a Gryffindor Alumni, refused to answer when asked who he had in mind to fill out the team that in all probability will be more his than Sean Wrigley’s.
The article continued, but Harry quit reading there, as in a quick down the page, he saw his name several times and he didn’t want to know what they were saying about him or what he was expected to do.
“Wow,” Ginny breathed a few minutes later. “Did you finish it?”
“No, but let me guess…he’s expected to ask the Fred, George, Alicia, Angelina, Katie, and me?”
“Naturally, and he’ll probably be dirty about it too.”
Ron looked confused, “How will he do that?”
“Probably have our uniforms made before he asks us…”
“How is that playing dirty?” Hermione questioned.
“If we see our name on the jersey…a national league jersey…do you really think we’ll be able to say no to put it on? And if we say no and he lets us put in on anyway – which he probably will – do you honestly think that we’ll want to take it off?”
Ginny laughed, “No! Hell, I’d probably steal it from you, Love, you can have it on game day, but I get it the rest of the week!”
“Really, Ginny, you’re as bad as the boys!” Hermione exclaimed, looking slightly annoyed.
“Well, duh! We are talking Quidditch!”
The others found themselves rolling around on the ground with tears running down their faces, they were laughing so hard.